I thought this feeling was long gone
An elusive creature and I was their poison...

Orange city lights frame the dark road ahead
As I speed along the empty highway...

Your silhouette’s outlined in the doorframe,
backlit by the television still flickering...

The line where land meets the
horizon is loveliest at night...

I’m not showered in love like the others
Even when I put my best efforts into you...

She was the purple-blue night sky that always felt...
She was the drug I’d always use when I felt too...

You were the very glue that held this
family together, our center of gravity...

I rest my head on my pillow
And let it soak up my dreams...

Who am I if I do not have the slightest clue?
I question the intentions of my aspirations...

I often find myself crying in the shower, my tears...
I almost don’t question it anymore, allowing the...

I’m scared
That my mind is playing tricks on me...

I see the universe in the iris of your eyes
But the Big Dipper threatens to tip over...