Tonight is one of the rough ones, where memories of old conversations and unspoken words chew me up and spit me out like a sobbing fool.

“Wherever I Go” by OneRepublic on repeat in my head.

“I’m so sick of myself / rather be, rather be / anyone, anyone else” - jealousy, jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo.

Self diagnosis: pathetic.

Just scored Halsey tickets and I cannot begin to explain how excited I am.

Can’t get “Change My Mind” by Carly Rose out of my head.

“Crowded Room” by Selena Gomez featuring 6lack on repeat.

“I’m as lost now as I was back then / always make a mess of everything” - To Be Loved by Adele.

No matter the circumstance, the distance, time apart or your doubts, “My Blood” by Twenty One Pilots is just another showcase of how much I’d have your back. Always in your corner.

Gifted with a lunar halo on this brisk night. A genuine smile graced my face imagining it was a little hello from you.