“Arise and be all that you dreamed, all that you dreamed.” - Arise by Flyleaf. The last two minutes I will always sing loudest for you.

This pain burns hotter than a raging fire, it engulfs me. But we both shall rise from this, phoenixes reborn from ashes.

“Ghost” by Noah Cyrus did not have to hit me quite like this. I do not see myself in the mirror anymore, nor do I think I ever truly have. Just a ghost of the person I thought I could be. But I will find her, even if it takes forever.

Mm, well that stings.

What a gorgeous, nearly full moon we have tonight.

"Vanilla Twilight" by Owl City is such a good song.

It would not hurt if it was not real.

"Put the gun in my mouth, it tastes so bitter / I feel so alive here" - No Jesus Christ by Seether.

I will be back in my hometown in a week's time in nearly six months and I am not sure how it is going to feel. So many memories and feelings I wish to wash away but, yet, they linger.

“Anything 4 U” by Banks on repeat tonight.