I've splattered scraps of metaphors
and strings of heartache...
I do not wish to hurt you!
Yet I want to see you weep...
Courage
to walk alone...
So you've all heard of Cinderella,
But I'm gonna tell you what is true...
Don't make promises you
can't keep, because...
Your eyes beckon so I listen,
They speak in unmistaken tones...
i write this,
not because you need to read it...
Lying awake with the moon shining through the...
A gentle smile plays at the lips, sinking deeper...
I just have to write,
The urge has been in my heart and fingers for a...
Mirror, mirror on the wall
was I always meant to fall...
I
Am really glad you decided to leave and don’t...
Change occurs when "damaged"
is labelled crossed my chest...
Just a touch away yet
far from your affection...
Beware
For my Love is loose tonight...
Somewhere between the ends of your smile, and
the lids of your eyes...
It seems so hard now to wake up to life
Every morning I get up before dawn...
Laced together inevitably:
we have finally managed to fold in upon each...
You try to close the coffin
But the thing inside wants out...
I know you'll never say it:
those dreaded words, "Me too...
When everything around you crumbles
When all you can see is dust...
They said I was born as a teardrop
to evade your grasp...
We try to run from our own fatality of which
eclipses us in that same...
i cant sstop shaking i feel my self being consumed...
mmy mind is going hundreds of miles a hour...
Let alone the sight of color
We all see black and white...
I'm not the kind of person
To sleep early by any means...
That’s all folks, it’s no illusion.
Money talks, that’s your solution...
It’s only December;
And June is six and a half months away...
I've learned...
Yesterday I saw something
That I could not easily explain away...
The stars dance in the night sky
twinkles of light cast down to earth...
...waking up, with....
...you...
THE TEAR, THE FROWN, AND THE SMILE
Remember me dear, I’m your tear, that night I...
I need to feel your pulse,
I need to have you close...
Dear Me,
Please take into consideration...
I thought I was
beautiful while...
Please, I’ll forget about us tomorrow
As I still want to lie longer in our bed...
Weekends are becoming difficult to bear
The smile on my face is getting harder to wear...
I love how
Quickly you can...
If I remembered the way it sounded…
The drum of your heartbeat against your chest...
In school I was always the one unnoticed
Headphones glued to my ears...
Trepidation permeates my
every thought...
The tide has turned
waves; flow deceit...
We're friends still.
After everything...
Take me away from this place
Abduct me from myself...
It's not always gonna be perfect
But as long as you're breathing, that's good...
A vigil for scrolls:
who writes the history now...
I didn't follow the stars
I chased after them...
Someone who
You were just a girl...
The ones that will come after you
will always ask me the same question...
Ink bled as I wrote what's on the inside,
Soul was crushed I couldn't hide...
Is all she asks
As she lies here...
I started searching the ocean shore
For seashells left by the tide...
One more night falls delicately in the horizon..
And While others sleep I start rising...
Solitary game of life
Abandonment of own name...
Plastered smile
walks around to satisfy...
The second star on the right
And straight through the night to you...
I verbed a noun,
Added commas, here and there...
Once upon a time maybe...
There lived a snow white queen...
And so the sands of time
the fettle and fandangle...
I once held onto your heart,
not realising...
You breathe next to me
Eyes closed, innocent they are...
Tonight I shall dream
I have no idea of that visions will ensue...
I love that
We now live...
Don't mistake
my kindness...
I can't help but feel the way I do...
It's like there you are...
Empty, does it make a sound?
falling forever, will she ever hit the ground...
Once there was a girl,
who was trying too hard...
Lifeless brown eyes stare back at me.
Who is she...
Running through the universe,
Looking for the light...
I sat on that old black leather couch, alone,
My fingers absently playing with that velvet box...
My Poetry, my love
My Poetry, my life...
Enigma plagues unknown answers-
of what has transpired of this love...
Dreams not dreamt are those of which I am most...
Leading my wandering mind to follow close with...
I get home, and all that croaks
is my couch when I vouch for its pain...
It's 3am and everyone is asleep
I'm still wide awake, sitting at my computer...
As i sit here in front of my computer
thinking of the right thing to say...
Hollow words,
Empty silence...
Sit here among the thorns of change
No time inside the soul to cling...
What do you see,
when you look at me...
Don't worry about me,
I am well educated on...
Take your place,
I know nothing here ever could...
As I sit here at 5 am, alone in my room
My mind wanders to thoughts of you...
Sometimes, sadness
is a weight...
The bitter wind bites my cheeks,
reminding me that I am still alive...
Everlasting ( F P C D )
9:51 am on Mar 3, 2015...
Color it blue for the oceans
within me, I failed to swim...
Chained by an evil dominance,
Hear the wicked plead their cries...
She never asked him once
about the wrong he did, never...
I want to write more poetry,
more of you, of words that ryhme...
Another battle,
can I silence the prattle...
You have not been missed,
so why show up now when...
2015-01-04 05:18
Every love poem I've ever written...
Shush! Do you hear it on the breeze?
It comes and goes like something trying to breath...
I'm okay.
It's just that...
Guiding my boat through calm waters
in the peaceful hours of the night...
Dear poet
You have been there in time of need...
I've lost everything
A poet I no longer am...
I think the woman is something far too resentful...
The poet is proud like a peacock, she knows she's...
Sometimes;
I get an urge to write, where my entire...
In my cellphone, I write this poem.
I write. I form. I create this poem...
F - Freaked out, I'm going out of my mind
Everything seems messed up, f'd up...
I may appear silent to you,
like my voice ran away with the wind...
A downpour of daydreams
bursted from broken seams...
My heart is like glass
It is easily broken...
Tell me why I dream of you still,
Why does it seem so hard in my dreams as well...
It's a quarter past five and my internal clock...
You said we were two peas in a pod, our legs; a...
It's kind of amusing how I thought I could close...
Because even though that box is safely hidden...
Tightly closing shut my eyes,
Delusions of a world with no lies...
Its funny how something can change your life...
Its ironic how the last cigarette you smoke...
Faded and hated, falling its free
Frequently stated- breath in let it be...
The sun's up and I'm here wondering.
Last night You were with me...
I woke up this morning, arm reaching over
To the side of the bed where you'd be...
I'm on the same street
With the dim lights...
The poet is against himself,
in constant struggle for air...
Beautiful Morn
Yawing sunshine...
I look upon the fading sun
the day has died; the night has begun...
Marvels and mysteries surround our earth
As ideas and answers are always given birth...
The print on my skin, one etched with ink and...
Paints such a lovely, colorful, delicate portrait...
One last blooms
Author G.F.Gregorio/Goddess Poet...
Find the one that makes you laugh
when they barely even try...
Here we are again,
Looking in those pretty eyes...
Tonight as I stood in the vastness of this land I...
Until a few seconds ago this was a blank page,
'till I filled it with words that don't age...
You kissed me like you meant it,
you made love to me like you loved me...
Heart went cold
Body went numb...
My heart feels like bleeding,
I want to rip it out of my chest...
Here I am again
Reminiscing old memories...
Sitting on the beach staring at my hands,
Your picture smiling at me from the sand...
Volume 1
I start with death; I died a thousand times...
One day you'll appear before me
Your cheeks will glow when you see me...
I'll see the beauty in your eyes
I'll feel the treasure in your soul...
When I wish upon a star
You're by my side, no longer far...
Deep in the ancient forest where fairies and...
Where light is an illusion trickling through, is...
Emerald shadow
Glowing blossoms...
Deep within the forests of precious time,
A child sits, absorbed within his play...
The middle of the night
I look out my window...
Camouflaged deeply in the midnight sky
between galaxies of the past; I became...
Looking up I see nothing but blue
A mysterious landscape painted for view...
Your words and works are like
Rainbows...
I would dedicate
my heart to you...
It almost feels as though
emotions expressed...
It seems friendships have become
altered in an unusual way...
Fixated thoughts dilute with time
as patience strengthens...
Bridges trampled
with false expectations...
If my palms were the pages of my heart,
I would script inklings of prose...
For once -
I no longer loiter sidewalks...
Your fingertips travel from rib cage
to hip bone like country back roads...
Invalid statements spew
from thorny lips...
I'm done with the tears
I'm confronting my fears...
I'm going to give you all the reasons to love me...
I'll be consistent, you're gonna tell me "be...
This world is nothing more than an illusion,
One I could never seem to break through...
A mere, ghostly phantom
meandering within...
I guess this is the end then,
Time to say goodbye...
What do you do, when it simply hurts too much
when all you thought you could believe in...
Sometimes...
I love you with a passion I can't trust within my...
I need your skin against me to defend my minds...
I welcome goodbye, as she is the face of something
that never even began, never said hello. I invite...
You fight and bicker behind closed doors,
Take this picture and paint it over with the...
Silence exploding.
I thought you would smile before you would weep...
Standing on the edge,
I can't see past the mist...
Take a look at me now
Who I am...
I lay on the ground, eyes bloodshot and wet,
My tears staining the hardwood floor with sorrow...
Sometimes I wonder if I'm only good for keeping my...
expressionless, not replying because maybe if I...
I've had the same milky frost
over my heart for years now...
So it's been a long, long time,
since the day that you were mine...
I am a daughter, grand-daughter, mother, sister...
I am confident and scared, terrified and excited...
Each night I shut my eyes
You're all I can see...
Trapped in a dark world,
Seeking the truth...
Line after line, scrawled across the page in blue...
Words bleeding onto paper, describing a life...
You say you're Cinderella
Or you would like to be...
Intense in tense isn't a sentence
Tensed in tense is past tense...
Do you remember those times together?
The times we swore we'd spend together forever...
-Found this poem, thought it was so funny. Comment...
Of loving beauty you float with grace...
I used to think that love was not true,
but then to my surprise, came you...
I know it's impossible to love me...
Because I make it so...
You are - scent, a world with roulettes of mists...
sweetness but hold mysteries...
Weary from the strain and pressure in my life
I walk with a burden too heavy to bear...
"I love you"
"I love you too"...
What hope is there
For a soul that has died...
I open my eyes
But maybe its better they stay closed...
*Feeling confused at the time*
Speak to me, my precious...
What does the girl in the corner know
How to flunk a test...
Here I lie in bed alone
As I stare up at the sky...
I'm sitting on my bedroom floor
Listening to my heart break...
It hurts to know that the person you love turns...
My life has more twists than Lombard Street
More issues than Time magazine...
Watching the clock
Seconds ticking by...
Drift throughout the atmosphere toxic melody will...
As firefly's flicker entwined with blue beaded...
Purple
the color of poison...
Toxic Waste
Its all good...
My love is very poisonous,
I can even make you my slave...
Tears keep falling,
Burning my cheek...
Your a stupid poison,
toxic when you get to close...
The toxic tears from my pitch black eye is making...
help me get through this suffering pain...
I'd fallen head over heels for you
Even though I knew this was wrong...
I know not when it happened
Cannot plot the pivotal point...
Toxic
I want to run through your veins and poison...
Here I am again, dipping my face in the same old...
Starting off with smiles, ending in crying tears...
So desolate, empty and wounded
Flames engulfing this broken heart...
If you could not walk
And if you could not see...
I'll be screaming and fighting and kissing in the...
It's 2 a.m. and I'm cursing your name...
Love is a one way journey,in which it is easy to...
every heart makes this journey,hoping someday they...
Dreams dance elegantly upon the silver
moon beams that tumble over her window...
Lately I have been feeling
Like we are falling apart...
Dear First Love,
It took me along time...
I have this special friend,
He isn't like the other few...
I Cannot Explain The Way You Make Me Feel,
When Ever Your Around I Feel So Alive And So Real...
So much pain and sadness
Now fill up each day...
Title : Butterfly
Written By : Fridus Blueheaven...
Lament of a dying butterfly -- even the best shall...
By breaking the only rule of the game of...
It seems I made it this far
A survivor is what they say...
Screaming Inside
as the red falls from my wrist...
I watched a Butterfly today,
She seemed to know the right way...
Your memory will always linger here inside my...
All the days together I will cherish 'till I'm...
How long can my heart endure such pain,
Guilt and shame that will forever remain...
So, this is what I've become.
Your perspective is quite unique...
When I think about what we used to be,
I cry and cry in spite of me...
Kiss me on my forehead
And lay me down to sleep...
Leave your hand prints on my body
To show where you have been...
Today every thing's OK
It just seems like another day...
A poets dreams are heard by the wind
tears of pain stream from the face...
Capturing a moment between words thought on to a...
Deciphering demonic whispers inducing poetic...
Inspiration flows from my delicate fingertips,
spilling imagination onto the vacant piece of...
Tear stained pages, crumbled papers
Lie on floors, desks, and drawers...
Moved by my own feelings,
I let my heart explore the nature and the beauty...
They might find this crumpled up paper
sleeping on the floor because these words...
Hear the somber beating,
Of a thousand bleeding hearts...
Our respirations were the rise and fall
of euphoria itself...
"I'm my own worst enemy."
That's what my actions say to me...
Nightmares and tormented sleep
Dark memories haunting a soul...
An angel fell from heaven
with no place for her to go...
Trying not to think of you
I'm lying in my bed...
Once Upon A Time
I've got a few good words for you...
Silent Teardrops
Fall From My Heart...
A sort of emptiness took
over me when you said...
The unending sky only yearns for a heavy heart...
Only light can erase everything...
Paired lights, dim-ed streets
The hollow and quint year...
I miss the days we used to talk
And both sit upon the ground...
Standing here all on my own,
watching life go by...
Can my life get better?
Or is it gonna stay...
No uttered words the poet speaks,
No skies of golden hue...
(this poem is currently in the process of being...
My head lays on my pillow...
Numbness, you call it an act of rebellion against...
That causes deep sadness inside of one's self...
Words filled with venom,
Hurled at me from all directions...
Like a guy fallen in love waiting,
For the valuable time of gathering...
Every time I close my eyes
It all goes away...
Its easier said then done
cutting myself with that deadly blade...
Definately not my best, but it's not horrible...
Just hold me close to you
In your dreams...
Warning:
This is my first attempt at a Monchielle...
Just hold me in your arms a little bit longer,
I just want to feel your body against mind...
In the silence of my lonely room,
I have sat so long...
The silver glint of cold harsh reality
As it draws a line for you...
I knew from the start it was to good to be true...
But I listened to my heart and followed on threw...
Shutting down
For so long I have been consealing all that is...
I don't wanna dream,
or even fall asleep...
Shooting Stars and Fireflies
Tonight we lay under the midnight sky...
Looking back at my past,why do i always cry,
thinking i should have given another try...
Im lost in the clouds, come and find me please,
I can't imagine being found, like a worm in a...
Poet's Rainbow
What lies dominant in a poets mind till...
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you...
I stood in the damp grass
And watched the retreating clouds...
Red is the symbol of love,
hearts burning with lust...
I want to throw you away
Cause, you are not the one for me...
Hey darling, this bridge is burning
We both knew this day would come...
I never knew my smile could be real,
You\'ve shown me things I didnt know I could feel...
Vows, are usually spoken in marriage
Pledging to each other a new form of love...
How I wish
I could see you now...
I was a fool
and the tears I cry...
Used abused thrown away
Why is it always...
Your not going to believe
What just arrived...
Unicorns slowed in marigolds
soothsayers gazed at crescent fold...
This is for my birthday girl
This year your seventeen...
Another cutter, Another freak, Another dork...
Don't tell me who I am, unless I wrote all my...
I used to be a carefree soul
I lived my way without regret...
I am what others made me
you beat me you hurted me...
I'm a monster
that's a fact...
How many times must a rumor be told
Before the truth is revealed...
She might spread rumors and things that aren't...
It doesn't mean that you should feel blue...
Why wont I just die
I just want to leave the this place...
I've hated silence ever since.
Silence reminds me of you...
Each tear that dances
within your fading eyes...
So tired of being here, sitting and waiting
Pacing, and lying, am i still dreaming...
The pain of a broken heart is the worst of them...
you try to stand strong, but all u do is fall...
Enchanted, As Never Before... (Retourne)
Charmed, I am Enthralled, with Fancy...
Butterfly With Midnight Wings
The moon shimmers upon the lake...
Another day nears its end
as night dances around the horizon...
A painted black box behind the books in a shelf,
Hides all my secrets, only known to myself...
I've come to the conclusion I'm wasting
ink like I'm misusing my time...
It can break my heart
My poetry houses words...
When I look into your dark glistening eyes
I see someone who loves and loves hard...
The poets and the poetry lovers,
Here do we flock...
I forgot how quickly time would pass,
just seconds per each line...
Twenty eight small white circles,
sleeping peacefully in...
All my life I have felt alone
because no one has understood...
A shooting star flashes brightly across
the midnight sky above me...
I will gently hold your hand
and promise to never let it go...
A thousand dynamites explode
through the thunderous air...
I find it really amazing that no matter how dark
the day has been, you still manage to make the sun...
I'm shutting you out because
I should never have let you in...
I step inside the time machine
that takes me back to you...
Allow me to show what memories are,
Their those things in the distance out of reach...
*Please read all of it*
What if you saw my arm one day...
Pink candy canes and butterfly kisses
Close your eyes darling, fulfill all your wishes...
How deep is your love?
Give me the answer so I can live my life...
She knows I stand outside
and feel thoughts ripple underneath my skin...
Come fly with me on the wings of a dove.
Fall into the ocean and swim in love with me...
I feel our love was postponed,
for us to love another day...
It's two o'clock in the morning,
My mind is still awake...
When you look into someone's eyes, you can see...
You see emotions and their journey...
Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain...