Hope Hurts...

The sad thing is knowing that if I died right now, no one would even care...

No one knows that I'm silently screaming... dying on the inside, because no one cares...

My heart can't break if it wasn't even healed when you got to it...

You said you liked me... And that was the last thing you ever said...

Everyone thinks about me as "weird"... but you didn't... and I thought that it was actually how you felt... but I should have known better...

He told me he loved me... But then someone else came along... And I saw how true his love actually was...

My heart is not broken... It is shattered...

"freak"... "weird"... "creep"... these are the names that they have branded me with... these are the names that I am known by...

"love"... "friendship"... "kindness"... these words are the ones that constantly lie... these are the illusions that we will never be alone, but they always fade away...