I'm going to smile
So no one will know...
I put the bottle in my bag
Knowing I probably wouldn't take any...
Theres a song stuck in my head
I have it playing on repeat...
Soon you will be sorry
For the calls that you ignored...
I'm pained
In this life...
Isolated alone in my room
I'm so scared...
My soul bleeds through this pen
The words they slowly leak...
I remember lying on the floor
Feeling so sick, so weak...
I care so much about you
You always brighten my day...
I guess you aren't the person
That I really thought you were...
Theres only one person in this world
In them I can always confide...
So many of my friends
Will be going far away...