If you've read my poem titled "I care"...
We are all lost in a sense of misdirection...
I'm now lying in a bed
I'm in intensive care...
My friend is still with me
She not once left my side...
I collapse onto the floor
Too weak to even stand...
Remembering every moment
As if it were yesterday...
When I'm around you
It all just goes away...
I'm sorry for that time
When I called you at 6am...
You may not know
How scared I really am for you...
Everyone's so worried
I can see it in their eyes...
Razor to the wrist
The deepest cut I've ever made...
I can't cut
Because I promised I wouldn't...
My eyes burn so much
From the hours that I've cried...