You've hurt me so many times, more than anyone else has, but why is it still so hard to distance myself from you?

I don't know if I should believe your words again or just leave you like you left me so many times before. My mind tells me I'm stupid for thinking you've changed and my heart still loves you.

You said ''How can I love you when I can't love myself?'' Then dear, tell me why I'm always there to save you when I can't even save my own self.