The words you called me
Are floating around my mind...

I'm still here,
though I'm not the same person I once was...

Runaway
from our negative thoughts of self...

Love.
What is love...

In the chaos I found you,
surrounded by the battle still raging on...

They see, but they don't know.
I pretend and they ignore...

I can't rely on other people
to cheer me up...

Alone I am
and alone I will stay...

They say all things
come to an end...

The thudding in my chest,
increasing...

Off and on the internet goes.
Never choosing which it wants to stay...

Numbers and symbols
becoming a mess of swirling nothingness...