Promises were broken
and love was lost...
Just yesterday it was January.
I was promising my resolutions...
No matter how many times I say I'm sorry,
I can't change what happened...
I don't love you the same
as I did months before...
My feelings are off the wall
as I confuse present for past...
They say you never know what you have
until it's gone...
New hair,
new clothes...
Do what you wish-
cut my money off...
How is it
you're the very first thing on my mind...
With every touch,
every hug...
The poor souls,
not yet even lived to see...
Numbers and symbols
becoming a mess of swirling nothingness...