A devil
and an angel...
Swirling,
spinning around...
She wakes up every morning
and plasters her face with makeup...
I just want to feel something again.
So I'll cut my skin to feel the pain...
Why must the good always suffer
and why are the evil always rewarded...
Of all the times
I've curled into a ball...
I still have all the pictures
and all the old poems...
A slap to shut them up.
Screaming to terrify them to obedience...
Letting you leave
was the worst mistake I ever made...
Love is evil.
It causes pain and suffering...
People are blind
and naive...
"Freak"
"Slut"...