What resides inside welcomed too much anguish and...
To take one moment of hurt I self medicate...

I can put a bandage on an open sore
Give it time and watch it heal...

You took the boy out of a small town
Showered him with lavished gifts, dressed him up...

Black sheep
Different, divergent, and disparate, no sense of...

Broken Pieces
Shattered glass plastered upon the pavement...

I use to turn the bottle upright to be free
Drowning myself in a glass to escape...

Envy
Oh how I’m jealous of your newfound happiness...

Freedom...

Losing you Lost Myself
I stare in a mirror to what once was...

Trapped in a skin unknown
But to their surprise I’ve been here all along...

I roam this Earth with a plastered smile
As if it was made of paint...

When the dawns’ light fleetingly fades
Im forced to sleep through the pain...