I close my eyes and listen to the sounds around me...
It’s so quiet...

Today is the 29 of June...
I'm having another episode...

Standing on the edge
Feeling the cold wind...

For every story an end .. happily after or just...
That's the movies and fairytales , not the real...

Let go of my hand .. i can barley feel you anymore
Let me fall of the cleft...

Running my finger tips over the keyboard
Trying to write something...

It was so easy ..
Painless and fast...

Floundering and lonely soul
Losing control...

I wish I can scream so loud..
Can rip off this skin...

I'm lonelier than ever..
And all I can feel is .. Nothing...

Happiness is just not meant for some of us .. it's...
whenever we get it it means that a huge and...

I can see her straggling
I can feel her suffering...