It hurts to know that your gone,
it hurts to know that i could have went to see you
but now i will never see you again and i didnt get to say goodbye...r.i.p Nanny

they say God would never give you a situation you couldn't handle... my faith is begining to wear thin ..i dont think i can handle all this..

Pictures fade away, but memories forever

I still miss you, i still care, sometimes i swear your still here...do you miss me? do you care? does it hurt that i'm not there?

i can't wait to see the day, when all the painful tears go away...

My mask is cracked,
my smile is faded,
my lies are becoming unreal
you start to worry and ask questions
just because the true ME is starting to reveal.

...why would she put me through this touture, i would have given my life for her...

It's amazing how you can't tell.
its funny how looks can decieve
want an example..look at me..

The first time i saw a body bend that way i realized that we're more beautiful dead then alive. Then with the bloodied flesh removed, your rib-cage ripped away, i saw why they say.. beauty comes from the inside.

-ya

Finally the pain is fading! ... oh wait.. im just getting used to it