So i sit and wait and wonder, does anyone else feel like me....im so far gone that deep down inside i think its fine by me...im my own worst enemy....
song

Locked in your room with the radio turned up so no one can here you screaming..
song

I dont believe that this is bigger then me, dont try to ignore that this is killing me, i dont need to go though this on my own, cause everyone is there and lots of them who care.. but they dont UNDERSTAND!!!!
song sorta.

Im hiding something u can see it burning in my eyes, u try to get it out of me, but all u hear are lies.. sorry..

Life is like a gift, it can be taken away any minute.

No matter what i do
the hurt and saddness shows though
i cant do this anymore i cant pretend
its jsut to way to much, i will never mend...

I like it when u look at me cuz i know for one slipt second i crossed your mind..

-unknow

So many scars to remember the pain,
u look at them and call me werid.
but really this is all that is keeping me sane...

How can i dance, when my world keeps turning...

-read beyond the text...its from a song

All who love me and care, please dont bother dont try to understand dont dare. i will just end up hurting you, for i am to weak, theres nothing anyone can do.