- im so lost , i wish i could explain myself but words ecsape me-

-song

Everyday gose by and i sit where and wonder why, why it was you who left and not me..

A beautiful smile to hide the pain...

I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow, for it will never help me cause tomorrow only brings me more sorrow...

Behind the door, there's peace for sure, and i know there will be no more tears in heaven...

-song

Im tired of pretending, that everything is right, everything is ok!, its not and neither am i, i cant go on living how i am, smiling and laughing when on the inside im died, tired of trying to make everyone around me happy.

Waiting to wake up from this nightmare..

you cant lose what you never had !

LOVE: a very dangerous word, use with EXTREME caution!

-unknown

the price of the memory is the memory of the sorrow it brings!