At this point - i just learned to grin and bare it

-note to self, i miss you terrible, this is what i call tragdey, come back please!

I sit here think about it wonder, how yur sunshine brought about this thunder, leave us now with memories, hundreds of uncertanities, this pain i can not bare!!!

-part of a song we made for my bestfriend who commited sucide-

Lifes slipping away from me

Advice is what you look for when you already know the answer but wish you didnt!

Life sometimes just isnt worth it !

Hold my breath as i wish for death

Lossing grip, one by one my fingers slip..

You walked away from your pain and troubles, not knowing how many people cared, not knowing how i'd react, you told me to be strong and carry on, but its not enough, why did u have to leave

Hows your life? whats it like there? is it all you want it to be? does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?!?!

christine, we'll never mend at your loss..we miss you so much..