I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together,
So I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
This time I thought things were real,
You said they were,
What happened?
You were a priority,
Was I an option?

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year
from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it
go?'

'But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake,
I just wish the story didn't end this way,
Cause i'm still in love with the person who helped me
write it.

To make the deicision to not care is somethingi dont want to do but if i want to continue living is something i must do...sorry but its not enough

Its not fair..how can you take someone so full of life, so young, someone who had everything still ahead of them and he will never get to live it.
We will miss you soo much Kurt, Rest in Peace. We love you

I wish you could see all the nights i cry myself to sleep.. i wish you could feel the pain you make me feel..
thanks for nothing

And no matter how many times you stand me up.. each time i think its going to be different and i find myself still waiting for you..

Take my heart and just destory it,
its not enough for you and its breaking me.

To see the tears fall from your eyes
to see your look of no feeling
like i ripped your heart out
ive never been so sorry in my life
i wish i could take it all back

I couldnt stand to tell you all the truth because when i looked in your eyes and began to tell you, i saw the life seep away, i didnt tell you the truth last night you found out i saw you cry last night and i never knew i could feel so much pain.