So many scars to remember the pain,
u look at them and call me werid.
but really this is all that is keeping me sane...

How can i dance, when my world keeps turning...

-read beyond the text...its from a song

All who love me and care, please dont bother dont try to understand dont dare. i will just end up hurting you, for i am to weak, theres nothing anyone can do.

- im so lost , i wish i could explain myself but words ecsape me-

-song

Everyday gose by and i sit where and wonder why, why it was you who left and not me..

A beautiful smile to hide the pain...

I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow, for it will never help me cause tomorrow only brings me more sorrow...

Behind the door, there's peace for sure, and i know there will be no more tears in heaven...

-song

Im tired of pretending, that everything is right, everything is ok!, its not and neither am i, i cant go on living how i am, smiling and laughing when on the inside im died, tired of trying to make everyone around me happy.

Waiting to wake up from this nightmare..