Lossing grip, one by one my fingers slip..

You walked away from your pain and troubles, not knowing how many people cared, not knowing how i'd react, you told me to be strong and carry on, but its not enough, why did u have to leave

Hows your life? whats it like there? is it all you want it to be? does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?!?!

christine, we'll never mend at your loss..we miss you so much..

The ones closest to you hurt you the most!

Im holding on, but to what everything that ever meant something, means nothign at all anymore...

Why torcher yourself, when life does it for you!!!

look now you got me talking to my ceiling, i think my life just lost all meaning

Christine, i miss you so much, i hope your happier now..

I sit here think about it wonder, how yur sunshine brought about this thunder, leave us now with memories, hundreds of uncertanities, this pain i can not bare!!!

-part of a song we made for my bestfriend who commited sucide-

-note to self, i miss you terrible, this is what i call tragdey, come back please!

What you see is what you get..but dont judge a book by its cover..i may look happy and wear a smile but truly im dieing.