I dont mean to push you away, maybe im just scared that i'll get hurt again...

As i stare blinky ahead
i feel the skin pulling apart
as the sharp edge of the blade slides across my wrist
the blood lingers from below
crawling out of the opened wound
flowing down my hand
as i slowly seek true happiness

And now im prayin' for the end of time, cuz if i stay one more minute god only knows what i can do....

I hope it is all well for you in heaven, cause its all shot to hell down here, i hope i can find you in heaven, cause i am so lost without you.

I could not bare to hurt but things are so different now.. things i once was sure of then, now fill me up with doubt..

With this knife, i'll cut out the part of me that cares for you...

Can't pretend your nothing special...

Everyday goes by, and there is not one that i dont find myself thinking about you..

You say it best when you say.. nothing at all..

Blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts..