I hear a car pull up and my heart skips a beat
could it be you actually came to see
what was i thinking you never come
why would today be any different from any other day
i just got my hopes up just to be let down again

The god honest truth..
i cant stop thinking about you
my heart breaks everytime i see you
but i know soon enough i wont have anything left to break the pain will fade with the next couple visits

These feelings overwhelm me,
i told you all i wanted was you forever
my mind doesn't know what forever means cause its tangled up in these overwhelming feelings
i wanted you forever
but now i just want to escape

Let me say one more thing before these
Beautiful mistakes we've made run dry
Well I thought this would all blow by
And everything would just turn out alright
And this would all be fine
So say goodbye to days like these
makinapril

Well can we go back to where we were before
You dropped your heart on my floor
Cause it was easiest to hide it all away
And never say what we were thinking
No you'd never catch me blinking that night
Cause I was all of yours

makingapril

Tell me who i am
because i lost you and everything i thought i was....

Whats the point in trying
Whats the point in living
everyone i care about always ends up moving away or dieing...
maybe im cursed..maybe i just shouldnt try...
whats the point in living when we all just die in the end..

So tonight ill sit and pick apart your pictures... and over analyze your words..the truth is that i've never fallen so hard.. its taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far..

-mbr

Its the moment where I don't know whether to go back where everything is easy, everything is familiar, everything is plain. Or run as fast as I can, burn the bridges. Everything is new, no one knows me, and I am alone. Where I am happy

It would be a fine proposition
if i hadn't once been just like her