Im finished with all the lies, im tired of hiding, the real truth is, im dieing inside and in the end none of this matters to you

look now you got me talking to my ceiling, i think my life just lost all meaning

Christine, i miss you so much, i hope your happier now..

Why torcher yourself, when life does it for you!!!

Im holding on, but to what everything that ever meant something, means nothign at all anymore...

The ones closest to you hurt you the most!

Hows your life? whats it like there? is it all you want it to be? does it hurt when you think about me and how broken my heart is?!?!

christine, we'll never mend at your loss..we miss you so much..

You walked away from your pain and troubles, not knowing how many people cared, not knowing how i'd react, you told me to be strong and carry on, but its not enough, why did u have to leave

Lossing grip, one by one my fingers slip..

Hold my breath as i wish for death

Life sometimes just isnt worth it !