Behind the door, there's peace for sure, and i know there will be no more tears in heaven...

-song

I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow, for it will never help me cause tomorrow only brings me more sorrow...

A beautiful smile to hide the pain...

Everyday gose by and i sit where and wonder why, why it was you who left and not me..

- im so lost , i wish i could explain myself but words ecsape me-

-song

All who love me and care, please dont bother dont try to understand dont dare. i will just end up hurting you, for i am to weak, theres nothing anyone can do.

How can i dance, when my world keeps turning...

-read beyond the text...its from a song

So many scars to remember the pain,
u look at them and call me werid.
but really this is all that is keeping me sane...

I like it when u look at me cuz i know for one slipt second i crossed your mind..

-unknow

No matter what i do
the hurt and saddness shows though
i cant do this anymore i cant pretend
its jsut to way to much, i will never mend...