Since you've been gone. it's not the same...

-loving him was the best thing yet-
-missing him is something i'll never reget-
-losing him willl be hard to except-
-but seeing him with her is the most painful yet-

He holds me when i start to cry- makes me smile with just his eyes-shares my hopes. dreams, and wishs-wipes away all my tears-i love him throughout reget- i just haven't found him yet..

How do you know if it's right.. and if it is.. what if you already let him go..

i love him so much that it turns to hate..

Just when you think life is an uphill struggle, everything goes down hill..

As i stare blinky ahead
i feel the skin pulling apart
as the sharp edge of the blade slides across my wrist
the blood lingers from below
crawling out of the opened wound
flowing down my hand
as i slowly seek true happiness

And now im prayin' for the end of time, cuz if i stay one more minute god only knows what i can do....

Forgetting is hard.. but the remembering is worse..

We pray for a long life, yet we fear old age