He died trying
So sick of lying...
My wings are black and broken
My heart is empty and weak...
Come now dear
Your time has come...
A sudden ache in my body
Tells me it's time to cut...
You look at a face that reveals bruises,
from fake smiles that she always uses...
She's beautiful and kind
Everything you'd hoped to find...
My eyes burn from tears that have yet to fall
I sit by my phone waiting for your call...
Heavy on my back
Are wings black as night...
When I was born and your eyes met mine
for the very first time...
A picture perfect
Silent night...
You know why people cut? Because it's a...
I tell myself I don't need it
And that what I'm feeling will pass...
I'm angry,
I'm upset...
Its addicting.
No matter how hard you want to stop you can't...
You can try all you like
But you can't push away...
I'm sitting on the floor
Staring at the door...
I'm finally ready
To be me...
So many sleeping believers in the world
It's time they open up their eyes...
I hope you know
What you mean to me...
Here I am again
turned to cutting myself...
There sat a boy
all alone in his dark room...
I lay in the bed of a truck
Staring up at the stars shining bright above...
I could not go on living
If I had never met you...
*I suppose this is more of a story...I hope you...
She hasn't left her bedroom since she got the...
Go in a private room, grab my secret stash, roll...
One movement down, blood pours out...
With such care and delicacy
she carries flowers in her hand...
It's really a shame
That I have to let you go...
I'm still me
Deep inside...
The water is rising around me
I'm stuck in the middle of it all...
You ask me why i cry
whenever you speak...
The time has come
For me to stop trying...
When you scream in the night and wake with a...
Is it because you felt like you were being watched...
A secret place
Is where I hide...
I didn't mean
To grow dependant on you...
Sweeping through the jungle
pushing passed the trees...
All by myself
In a corner I cry...
Time to die
I'm ready...
Little boy Johnny, middle name Moe, was walking...
With a knife in his hand and a gun in his pocket...
My name is Depression
I break into your soul...
Angels call me
Lead me to the light...
You watched me suffer
You let me bleed...
Release the pain
Let the blood flow...
Time slows down
Hearts go cold...
Mirror, mirror, on the wall
Who's the darkest of them all...
Close your eyes and take a sip,
As I open your minds to a whole new trip...
**kk, so there are really 2 versions of this poem...
broken down...
I scream.
It's like you don't hear...
I do not have a fever
yet I'm burning inside...
She stares back
The face of a stranger...
Inside a world no one remembers,
Lies a girl who was once fearless...
I once knew a girl
Who died of a broken heart...
You stop and stare
As the world passes you by...
I don't know how to tell you how I feel
I don't know how to express my pain...
The darkness gathers.
Casting blackness upon me...
She laughs as I bleed,
She laughs as I cry...
She sits in silence unable to talk,
but her eyes scream out the truth...
Dying world, where will you go?
When you burn, what will we know...
What is this light I've tried to seek?
I climbed to the top, but the sky is bleak...
Every time I close my eyes
All my day dreams come to life...
My life is shattered like a mirror
it cant be fixed you can try but ill just fall...
His eyes where of darkness
Reflected from his soul...
I fell in love with a girl,
Who's heart was Ivory Black...
You built these walls around you
To try to encage yourself...
Age of six
He loved her so...
A shot rings out
blood sprays the wall...
Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry...
Tonight,
I tried to...
I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth...
He moved to a new town,
felt like he was lost...
We will live through the days
No matter if it is sun or rain...
I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say...
Everytime you smile at me,
You make me believe...
Thoughts are like water
Except the thought of you...
This is a song I wrote. I hope you like it.
I close my eyes to escape the pain as it settles...
I know I don't always act like it
But I love you with my whole heart...
I have an emptiness inside me
Only you can fill...
My love for you grows each passing day
A love so deep and pure will never go away...
You talk to me, you reveal me your secrets
You share your feelings, you tell me your problems...
From all the girls i've ever seen
I only remember a few...
Stop all the flowers
dismantle the bees...