Would it be too much,
too soon to live these thoughts...
It has occurred to her that she is a hallway girl.
Not a room to lounge in but a passage from one...
If being loved makes you uncomfortable,
you're more screwed up than I am...
The thick, contaminated vapor of your world causes...
I lost my ability to think for myself...
One day I might quit this obsession.
Quite sooner than you all think...
Smeared dreams, like lipstick on the mirrors
of dingy motel bathrooms. Tears like blood...
I want to scream from the rooftop, hold
my arms to the air and let them see the...
She's all black lace and anguish,
bound together by despair, (you...
Drink a cup, swallow a gem,
drag through a day of...
This world echoes in the absence of brightness.
The stars don't shine enough, the moon fades...
For all the days counted, plus
all the days spent restricted...
I hear my voice-
The dry, empty words falling from my lips...