Thrown on the ground
in an empty white room...
My desires turn misleading,
splinter like shards of glass...
Telling you my lust for him,
implicating that it's you...
Lost in the dark walls are caving in.
Fear takes over, tears me down again...
Silence creates an awful ruin,
chewing on the loneliness inside...
Laying here gazing at the stars.
How I wish you were here my love...
It is just not fair.
Everyone has his or her love...
My mind is a prison,
thoughts bounce and echo off walls...
Bearing the blunt of it all.
I'll take the pain and the scars...
A door not yet opened.
Words not yet said...
Upon this fiery pit I lay, where my screams...
My ears wring from the weeping and gnashing of...
Here I am, stuck in this place.
Another time, another day...