Bitter tears bleed from my eyes,
as i stare into utter disgust...

Bearing nothing but pain;
Fearing nothing but rejection...

Notice me, all alone,
Watch my face, turn to stone...

Lord, please hear my prayer,
I'm falling and am in despair...

I look in the mirror,
And what do I see...

Mandy,
I can't count the times...

Sure it’s true she is blood,
She will always be my mom...

I can't take this any longer,
Please stop your voice...

I have a friend that means so much to me.
She has never doubted that until there was this...

F!ck this feeling,
Failure to the core...

She says she sorry for all she's done.
I give up, I'm sorry you've won...

A life ever so wasted-
happiness never quite tasted...