I miss you so much.
I wish I could see you again...

To the people I love so dearly:
As I sit here writing this note...

That guilty look on your face
Telling me something is out of place...

I dont know if this is reality or a dream
Deja vu possibly...

Last night I was caught in my own daze.
Trapped in a haze...

Dear mum,
Please don't feel like you are losing a daughter...

I wish I could burn away the scars you left on me
Tear your pages out of my book...

Lust.
Something that is understood when it is not...

Your heaven.....
You seem to think it only belongs to you...

Dear Happiness,
I dont believe we have truely met...

I made a promise that I'd never touch that razor.
A promise to never let myself bleed...

Night falls once again
Its the worst time of the day...