Im lost. |
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My stomach has cramped, my eyes tightened...
Why am I so emotional?
The storm's rolled in and I find...
I realize now that he loves me
as one might love a fixed object in their home...
The truth? The real reason I have to walk away...
Because if you looked at me the way you do when I...
I like the time between our visits.
Not because I believe 'distance makes the heart...
I will love you unconditionally;
be you blood of my blood...
Some words are too heavy to share.
Like...
I like the time between our visits.
Not because I believe 'distance makes the heart...
I live my life on my knees.
"You live your life on your knees; a sex joke...
When my chest gets tight, and my heart constricts.
When I cant ignore the empty spaces behind and...
I sit alone on the roof tonight, cloaked with sadness and scarfed in lonliness but they do nothing to warm me up and instead remind me of how cold it is outside. |
I don't wanna go through that ever again. |
Sometimes I just have to laugh at myself and say "I hate myself." |