Why did you have to pretend i was someone else in order to hold me?

I haven't seen you in months,
but I woke up after a night of dreaming of you,
with the ghost of your smell haunting me...

I would cry tears if people understood those, instead I cry blood so they finally understand .
I would write words if people understood them, instead I pen emotions until people start to feel them.

I'm just a lost and lonely girl standing on the crumbling cliffs edge...

I pretend the look in your eyes is love.
I believe all the sweet poisonous lies.
I let you play all the games you want.
I let you painfully destroy me.
But it's okay, it's completely my fault
I just dont have the will to stop you .

If my love were water
Youd drown
If my love were wind
Youd be blown away
If my love were fire
Youd be fried
If my love were ice
Youd be frostbitten
I think what I mean to say is,
I love you to death.

Yesterday prepared us for today but tomorrow holds promise for a better day.

Sly looks from the corner of my searching eye, that twisted curve upon your smirking face, and all I can hear is what sounds to me like pretty lies.

Forever waiting...endless weeping...eternally sleeping.

It's done, we're over. My decision ended it all To stop the pain I threw away your shirt. But it still hurts to watch you walk away.