I would cry tears if people understood those, instead I cry blood so they finally understand .
I would write words if people understood them, instead I pen emotions until people start to feel them.

I haven't seen you in months,
but I woke up after a night of dreaming of you,
with the ghost of your smell haunting me...

Why did you have to pretend i was someone else in order to hold me?

I never knew it was possible to leave school with so many regrets...

Some times I wish I was deaf..to my own mind...

Wings of Crushed Velvet,
I can feel the wind...
but I cannot fly

The thin red lines that marr my skin
They're signs of the battle I fight within.

But if I were to trip in traffic
I wouldnt try to get back up...

I see you laugh when you wanna cry
Darlin, you live but i know you wanna die...

The Ugly: Autobiography
By: Me