I look out the window
Watching the rain fall...

I had the scare of my life today
And realized my life worth living...

They smell him
And the blood rushing...

Theres a noise pounding in my head
A feeling twisting and twirling inside...

Hate me
Love me...

A girl who whispers her pain
With her head down in shame...

I'm so lost
And I don't know what to do...

Every min sent away with us not talking
i feel the air leave my body...

God I never wanted to be one of those girls
the one who care to much...

The voices in my head
Say i should be dead...

I have pain in my heart
Tears in my eyes...

What do I do?
I'm so confused...