I hold back the tears
I glue a smile to my face...

I look in the mirror
to see a stranger...

I am lost in thought
i am numb inside...

Sparks in your eyes
The deep rumble of ur laugh...

She lived in fear
through-out the years...

My thought are shattered
my heart is broken...

You dont know me
i dont know you...

Boiling rage
Hidden within...

God I never wanted to be one of those girls
the one who care to much...

My heart pounds
My breath catches...

The days blur together
hours flying by...

I have rage.... I smother
Hate .....I try to forget...