I feel my wings slowly spread
As i learn and ready to take flight...

You said i was a mistake
that everything was fake...

My world becoming grey
the colors turned astray...

I wish you
the one reading this...

June 27th 2013
Entry one...

I hide the tears
That threaten to fall...

You've seen bits and pieces of my pain
some old , some knew...

I feel a darkness in me spread
As I lay here dead...

Everyday I feel
Pain...

I numb the pain
Before I go insane...

Thoughts race in my head
Everything that was done and said...

I've hidden in this shell
But because my life has been nothing but hell...