I numb the pain
Before I go insane...

Everyday is a battle
A fight till the finish...

You
scream...

The sweet bitter taste of revenge in is mouth
the thought of their warm dead blood smeared on...

Just kill me now
Make the pain stop...

The voices in my head
Say i should be dead...

I've hidden in this shell
But because my life has been nothing but hell...

He sees them crawl out of the shadows
Their jaws snapping...

They smell him
And the blood rushing...

He breaths in the humid air
Ashes of the fallen...

Your bitter and rage filled words
Sting deep...

I cant be perfect anymore
i cant be the cruch you lean on...