I'm so lost
And I don't know what to do...

Just kill me now
Make the pain stop...

The last few years
seem so good...

I am trying not to love
i am trying not to care...

I cant be perfect anymore
i cant be the cruch you lean on...

Maybe I'm not perfect
Im sorry I can't be...

Save me
Take the pain away...

Bitter lies
Pain filled tears I cry...

You said i was a mistake
that everything was fake...

I see a pale gray world
worse than before...

I feel my wings slowly spread
As i learn and ready to take flight...

Theres a noise pounding in my head
A feeling twisting and twirling inside...