Everyday I feel
Pain...

The voices in my head
Say i should be dead...

I have pain in my heart
Tears in my eyes...

I don't know how to tell you how I feel
I don't know how to express my pain...

I sit here and wonder why i hesitate ?
Why when i have everything i have wanted offerd to...

Hate me
Love me...

I wish you
the one reading this...

June 27th 2013
Entry one...

My world becoming grey
the colors turned astray...

My soul so empty and dead
my heart so broken and torn...