It kills me to know I hurt him
But its the only way to make him happy
By finally haveing the life he deserves.

My only thing worth living for
I have to let go
So it can spead with the wings of freedom
And sour in to bliss of happiness
Ill never forget u love
I let the tears fall
As u fly away into the sunshine.

Broken and shattered
Never to rise again.

Butterflies flutter in my belly
A blush colors my cheeks
As u lean in close
And press ur lips to mine
Claiming my first kiss.

Things are bad again.

Why cant u see the pain behind my eyes?
the brokeness in my heart?
and the tremble in my smile?

The branches burn
The leaves turn to ashes
My family tree not soon to last.

Will there ever be a time where I deserve you or your love?

I want to be wanted

Words escape me...but the pain u left behind ...i feel all the way to the core...feels as if a hole been punched in my chest and the ache wont ease or fade away.