Im not doing it to hurt you, your life source is completely out of it. Im doing it because it feels so good to be wanted when so many dont need me. I love you but I lust him.

Love is just a word that the stupid use. There is no prince charming Whoes comming to save you. And there is no happy ending. You need to learn to support yourself and learn to be alone. Because even if ur married you still feel single.

Is this how it feels not to have a gardian angel???
Feeling alone, scared and helpless.