Together we sit and listen to the night.
I wonder what may be in your head...
You came to this world like us all.
With the exception of being born in a stall...
I'm so tired all of the time now.
I'm tired of wanting it to be different somehow...
To hold you close to my heart.
To feel my life anew to start...
You feel a small tickle and look around to see
If I pick, will anyone see me...
To know that word is one of pain.
That your world as you know it will never be the...
To all the men who've touched my life,
To the few who tried to make me their wife...
I miss you smiling at me.
I miss the way you'd hold on tight...
When I "signed" on to this agreement...
That my own being might not ever again show...
I yearn for you each day I breathe.
Yet you act as if you don't care and you leave...
I sit here minding my time,
and I feel a tickle under my toe...
I read your words as clear as day,
See the hurtful things you say...