You don't ask me for my permission to use things,
You don't care about the meaning of these rings...
I fear the not knowing,
I fear of you going...
When I "signed" on to this agreement...
That my own being might not ever again show...
To look into your little eyes and see my own.
To feel the love so sincere and to the world have...
The start of this love was one so uncertain.
My time alone w/ you was truly a gift...
It comes from all around
Sometimes moving w/out a sound...
I miss you smiling at me.
I miss the way you'd hold on tight...
Together we sit and listen to the night.
I wonder what may be in your head...
To hold you close to my heart.
To feel my life anew to start...
I'm so tired all of the time now.
I'm tired of wanting it to be different somehow...
I yearn for you each day I breathe.
Yet you act as if you don't care and you leave...
You feel a small tickle and look around to see
If I pick, will anyone see me...