Life is hard at sixteen
There's so much to get in the way...

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When you can't seem to reach the top of the hill...

The place I was meant to take my life,
On that late March fourth night...

Its never been like this
I've never had support...

It saw in your mind for years
i could see it in your eyes...

You didn't even ask
You didn't even wonder...

I've pushed it off since it happened, the night I...
Don't want to see those I hurt or come to terms...

She doesn't know what's wrong with me
We disagree on too much...

You can't tell
Not by the way she wears her hair...

I can stand tall
I can pretend...

I try to ignore it,
The monster on my back...

So lets ring in the new year
And watch the ball descend...