I'm surrounded all around me
I'm standing in a big glass box...

The place I was meant to take my life,
On that late March fourth night...

Its never been like this
I've never had support...

It saw in your mind for years
i could see it in your eyes...

You didn't even ask
You didn't even wonder...

I've pushed it off since it happened, the night I...
Don't want to see those I hurt or come to terms...

Life is hard at sixteen
There's so much to get in the way...

You can't tell
Not by the way she wears her hair...

I can stand tall
I can pretend...

I try to ignore it,
The monster on my back...

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When you can't seem to reach the top of the hill...

So lets ring in the new year
And watch the ball descend...