Relapse after relapse

I really need to start writing again...

No one can ever replace you...

Why did I have to f**k up...I'm so retarded... now I have to live will myself...even tho all I wanna do is die... I've tried 3 times in the last month...I can't anymore..

I miss sharing my words and my thoughts with you... now all the do is sit here and wait to be read..

Do you still care?

I need you...I can't do this alone...I already failed twice...

Asked me questions!!(: >>>> ask.fm/ChaeLeNease

I wonder if you even read this stuff anymore... it's probably pointless...

Please keep my sister in your prayers, she lost her baby tonight..