Just because I seem okay, doesn't mean I am...

Ya know what f**k this...I try but it all gets thrown at me like I'm nothing...

I'm just going to hold my head up high...

Ive never seen so my effing blood in my life...

No, I'm not okay....I'm utterly sick of myself...

I think I know why now...

Why?... My unanswered question...

Who am I trying to kid?.... I need you so bad right now....

I just want someone to hold me, but the person who could make it better , can't even be around me....

Do you realize, i'm not that girl anymore?