I apologize for not being strong enough to stand tall for you.

I have lost my muse.

All I've ever asked was for my smile to last... Is that really too much to want?

Goodbye is the hardest word I'll ever have to say.

I don't want to be another mistake.

I just give up.

I fall apart when I'm all alone. I regret everything I said, did, and thought. Goodbyes loom in the gleam of the razor sitting on the end of my bed.

I'm such a hypocrite when it comes to cutting... I tell them to stop but... I still crave it

I need a shovel... To bury what I once cherished. Shhh little feelings, lie cold in your tomb. I will preserve your memory in gold.

Tired. So damn tired.