If I could really walk into the ocean in a Victorian gown, I just might

Running from falling has never helped, though it gave me a chance to understand they never loved me.

I just found the inspiration for a different form of my novel :D

I am so tired of making people frown more than smile. That is why I walk alone. That is why I'm afraid to ask.

Every time I smile, I catch myself thinking of you and it fades because I want you more than you know.

My stars are beckoning and whispering "come away, we love you..." I dont want to leave alone. Not again.

I smile and I kiss you but in my mind I'm saying, "I don't deserve her, I don't deserve her, I don't deserve her" and I can't help but think it's true

Traveling my road of loneliness at night
A flower bloomed to create light.

My dog is the only one who can hug me till the tears stop falling <3

The pain is back in my stomach... Like someone stabbed me with the sharpest knife possible and is slowly twisting it... I just want it to stop