I love her so much. She is my everything, the one who puts a smile on my face... She is the light of my life, the one who brightens the darkest of skies. I will never let her go.

Not a good end to my day. Already a little off from the goodbyes, that one damn song I adore and could listen to for hours but makes me cry good and bad tears, and I am just so fed up with everything. I hate my emotions sometimes. I really freaking do.

Goodnight.

Writing on the Wall by Saving Jane has been on repeat in my mind all day.

No.. Nonononono... Dont keep sending me hearts... Please... Please

4 years of loving her has wrecked this heart more than anyone can imagine. "I'm sorry" means nothing.

Why, sir, can you not accept the fact that I like girls and not guys? GET IT THROUGH YOUR HEAD.

My thoughts:
"Do I know you?... No... Yes?... No... Maybe..."
"WHO ARE YOU?"
"Ohhh, it's you."

My life.

Does making yourself laugh uncontrollably fall under the category of insanity? If it does, I'm screwed.

Finally I am comfortable with my body.